Don’t forget about me & Madison! I’m moving at the end of the month & will have a bigger apartment & have fun this summer in Madison
no fucking seriously i am so mad when i do get home i am ignoring everyone but like my mom and Emma and all my pets and im going to be a professional recluse and you’re never going to see me unless u go to the community college or perhaps whatever establishment im working at seriously fuck all of u
i feel like i am ten i want to cry
My friends in Madison are awesome. But when he is trying to get him to get home & be dominant in the relationship ain’t cool. I wanna see my kitty!! With out him feeling pressured to come home on a time schedule. Why do relationships go to the extreme sometimes & go to far?
Needa start packing for a trip to Arizona. Leaving Sunday… can’t wait to feel the warmth of the sun…its been too long!
but… procrastination is at its very finest. I now rarely get days off (tomorrow..woop woop) but even days where I have the morning and afternoon off, but I have to work at night just makes me wanna lay in bed all day.
Tonights shift is going to suck because I will be working with this one girl who totally hates me (seriously for no reason… because I’m younger than her… white… and basically look like a nut while I’m working) Sorry that I have full responsibility with whatever happens with the truck. Why do people have to have a sassy mouth and judge people so much. I hope one of my girlies is working there tonight, so I can escape for a lil bit.
I haven’t spent time with my boyfriend other than 3 hour visits where I’ll usually take a nap… or just have a sleepover with. Tomorrow we’re both off so PACKING/CLEANING my car needs to be done before the night! Then FREE Cracker Barrel meal thanks to working 8.5 hours on Valentines Day/extended shift/covering for someone.
Will it ever get done? Plus my car needs major attention… SO COLD THO.
Also, will I ever get to wear anything but work clothes and pajamas? I cant complain too much bout the pj part, but sometimes I just wanna wear an outfit for once.
Working hard for the money.
On top of that… waiting to hear back from this stupid apartment place if we got it or not… cuz of my roommates mom’s application never went through? I know we got it, but why is the application process being a bitch. JUST ACCEPT HER APPLICATION FAX. You faxed everything else why not accept her application? I just wanna finally have my own bedroom and not pay an extra arm and a leg for heat that doesn’t even heat my side of the apartment properly.
Excited to get my tax return money to FINALLY send my friends in Oregon their Xmas presents… LOL. sooner or later it’ll be here! Hopefully my car wont cost as much as the other dude said!
if you tell someone ‘no’ and they respond with “FINE……….” or “guess ill be all alone….” or “its okay im used to having my hopes crushed…….” or any of that guilt-inducing passive aggressive fuckery, cut them straight out of your life because you never deserve to feel bad for setting boundaries or speaking your mind.
You’ll always have me & my family (well mostly my mom CUZ SHE NEVER HAS HATED YOU)
I feel like every street kid i’ve met is a street kid because they have parents & a home to go back to if they fuck up too bad/dont want to travel or live like that anymore.
And also they all seem to have the hardest time understanding that not everyone has that.
Don’t be tellin me i’m too…